Reading back on my last few blog posts I realized they are all on the sad and/or dark side. Though they are all accurate, there have in fact been some things I have done over the last 8 months that I am proud of and that I feel good about. I’d like to highlight these […]Read More Do Something(s) Crazy
It took me a long time to learn some of the life lessons I have as of today. Maybe longer than others but I also know some people who will never understand some of these realizations the way I do now. At a younger age I surrounded myself with some not so great people. Outwardly, […]Read More Snakes in The Grass
During the time I’ve been separated from my husband I have been fortunate enough to receive some amazing advice. I have some unbelieveable people in my life and their support has brought to light how lucky I ultimately am despite some recent events. A few months ago someone gave me some of the advice I’m […]Read More Self Pity – The Dark Shadow
I miss you, it’s hard to write about. I feel scattered with all of my feelings and I don’t know if I have the words or ability to convey that. I’ve come across photos of you or of the two of us on my laptop, sometimes I smile for a moment at the memories. If […]Read More Feeling Complexities
I haven’t been honest, with others, or with myself about all of my feelings. I paraded myself around as a strong woman. I believed I was a strong woman, I believed I could do anything, say anything, be anything. When I left my husband I realized I only felt that way…with a man standing behind […]Read More Am I Strong?
The days are ever changing. Some days I feel invincible, excited for the future and like I may be the luckiest person on the planet for this chance. Some days I can’t get out of bed, I feel like a failure, I don’t know what I’m doing with my life and I have nobody to […]Read More Sounds of Your Soul
If you told me 10 months ago that I would be sitting in a motel room in Northern California writing this blog, I would of said you were f*ucking bat sh*t crazy. That’s the thing about life and planning it all out, you really have no idea how its going to go. It’s certainly not […]Read More The Journey Begins